Pumpkin-Ron

Scratch that last post, turns out my sister is here for 6 more days, and the place where she's staying isn't near the Iranian boarder, it's in dispute as to whether it's in Iran or Turkey. I feel a whole hell of a lot better. Just shoot me.

I keep getting a notice, saying that I should use my journal, that I should convey my emotions through it and so on. You wanna hear it? Fine. My sister, Reilly, is 7 years older than me, making her 22. I have a shit memory, I couldn't remember a cousin from when I was younger, and I seem to think that things that never happened, and people who don't exist are real; why is this significant? Because the only memories I have of my sister before college are gone. Almost completely, and the ones I remember aren't comforting or should even  be memorable. All of my memory my sister has been when she was in college, and even then I only saw her in t